As I sat in church this morning, singing patriotic and worship songs, I had great difficulty holding back the tears. We have waited for this week for so long now. We have waited for a court date to know that we were one big step closer to bringing home our little girl. Our music pastor did a wonderful job of tying in scripture that related to freedom this morning. Then it hit me...our baby's Ethiopian name given to her by her birthmom means "freedom, liberty". I was overwhelmed. I have known the meaning of her name and have appreciated that her birthmom gave that name to her for a reason, but realizing that all again on July the 4th with an impending court date brought all my emotions to the surface. Just as I felt when we received our referral(s), I go into this week with mixed feelings. Of course, I want us to pass court easily. But I also grieve for a birthmom who feels she has no other choice than to give her daughter "freedom" and I honor her for the sacrificial gift she is giving her child. In a different country, she would most likely not have to make this decision. I just pray that I can always honor her. Please remember us this week...the court date is Thursday, July 8th.